𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑹 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑹𝒀 . . .

it's so funny that i planned on making more diary entries for months but instead i just made them in my head without really jotting them down T__T i had a lot of things i wanted to write about but couldn't bring myself to do it for some reason

ANYWAY! let me catch up with my most pressing thoughts! at the start of 2025, came up with a few goals that i wanted to work towards. i feel like i've grown very comfortable with where i am content wise among other things. while that's not bad per se, i know that i want to do better and reach out more. there are so many cool people out there and great experiences to be had and i pass them by because i can't help but hide in my coffin

luckily, i've been able to work on these goals! i collabed with friends, met new people and even put myself out there, auditioned for events, and even got a vtuber related job!! when i read this back, it doesn't seem like much but i'm really happy i came this far!

maybe it obvious by now i'm also trying to be kinder to myself. i start projects and easily get overwhelemed and it takes SO MUCH for me to ignore that little feeling saying i should give it. i'm grateful that i'm surrounded by people who are understanding of my circimstances. i have so much to learn and do this year and beyond. i hope that it all works out!!!! i know it will!!!!